Broken heart

I'M not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

THIS time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got my heart broken
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

DID it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

MY MIND is gone, i'm spinning round
remaining in our memories
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you

I'M broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry